Can you count how many times you wanted to press the reset button? For a new life, a fresh start. In Genesis 31 (https://bit.ly/3CLSWOB) we see Jacob trying to do exactly that. Haunted by the memory of his past.
In Genesis 32 (https://bit.ly/2ZXTLFO), Jacob goes back home to reconcile with his family – a fight breaks out during the night. He wrestles with God Himself! Even though he could not win, Jacob would not give up, crying out “I will not let you go unless you bless me!”
God is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine. Have faith and believe that He will. (Hebrews 11:1 – https://bit.ly/2TCYUzQ)