I turned 43 a week ago and am still struggling in my faith in God. You hope when you’re young that there will be a time when it always makes sense all the time. But I haven’t found that yet. I am always encouraged by stories of people in the Bible who seemed to feel the same way and yet continued to follow God. Hebrews 11 lists a whole lot of imperfect people who still managed to follow God despite their struggles.
When God feels far away, I encourage you to think back to the last time He worked powerfully in your life.