I didn’t expect to wake up so confused.

Sure, my head hurts a bit and I don’t feel that great, but I don’t know – right and wrong seems a lot harder to figure out now. I probably did some bad stuff last night – probably shouldn’t have drunk so much, think I went too far with that girl

It was cool to have a good time with friends, and once I stopped stressing about doing the ‘right’ thing all the time people really started to let me in.

Does that make me a bad person? What does God think of me now? Can I tell my parents? What should I tell my youth group – should I even go back there?

What now God?